Sometimes your heart is a broken recordThis is probably the dumbest "look at me I'm poetic therefore what I'm saying must have meaning!!!1!1!123"-sounding journal title ever. I'm actually just being overly literal, which is way more of my flavour than anything else. Seriously, I'm merely being literal :1RenaTurnip
I want to do so many things, involving art, other people, art, design, art, getting out there, art.. you know, the usual things! But many years of telling myself the same things has led to me overstepping my capabilities. Reaching for the stars, and all that. Today I'm feeling great. I wanna jump on top of the highest mountains and point down at all the little ants below and show them the most awesome things one can offer.
But for all I know, I'm not gonna feel that in four hours, and I'll just feel sleepy again, and not up to lifting Atlas's weight like I claim I can. So it's much better if I don't even joke to myself or tease everyone else with the idea that I can do it.
But man, there is so much art stuff I want to do! ;